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here i sit alone in my room thinking and dreaming only of you i look at the pictures and try not to cry but the thoughts of you not by my side, take conrol and i start to tear but then i jsut imagine you sitting here sayign the words that i long to hear. i think about all of the things we woudl do and cant wait until im next to you i fall asleep to you in my head and i awake wishing you were in my bed i cannot wait to see you again but until then in my dreams is where youll be and every night its you ill see.

When will these tears that i cry cease to run down my face

When will this pain and lost feeling leave me as i stay in this place

When will i get what was mine back

When will i feel like there isnt somone stabbing me the back



the feelings that reside are always weighing me down

sometimes i feel i cry so much i could drown

these things that run threw me are never ending why can i just be?

why can i look at something and just see?



i feel like i have nothing left almost like im running but nowhere to rest

theres something inside me that always hides i feel as if i have no place to really reside

i write this putting my mind into it

i write this putting my heart into it

i write this putting my soul into it

i write this putting all the love i can into it



i do not love you because your attractive

i do not love you because your funny

i do love you because you have shown me how to love

i do love you because you have treated me with kindness and compassion

i do love you because you have given me the greatest gift in the world

i do love you because you see me for who i am

and i do love you because you love me for me even with all my flaws and imperfections

I feel you everyday it seems like just yesterday you were so small and now you have grown so much i await the day that we meet for the first time and you put your tiny hands in mine i cannot wait to see you, hold you and be amazed that you came from me

I cannot wait for the day to see you with your father for the first time to see the two of you bond and to see his emotions for you so strong.

i look forward to watching you grow and i await your first steps,your first word, and all the things after that i look forward to you and everything about you. you were wanted for a long time and now we have you and you will be the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to us in our time together although we have had many good times nothing can compare to you .